We have learned to “put our armor on”. This is a useful part of our attire as we approach the next step on our medication journey. We no longer feel overly hopeful or excited, our armor is in place. The “next med” becomes a logical decision, and the emotions are put on hold as we evaluate potential benefits and risks.
Having become supremely aware that each person’s disease is unique we realize that we have no idea what will finally put her disease in remission. Giving up is not an option, so we continue to pray and move forward with our doctors in search of the next thing in her not so normal life.